I feel so off lately, i should be dancing on clouds after what Jerry told me but it is as if something is clouding my mind.
I was shocked to hear the words come over his lips, i did not expect him to be the one to tell me such.
I am trying not to give in fully cause i know it is the light dead overheals love, not the deep and life changing one, cause Jerry is like me and when the roses settle then he will be gone to greener pastures.
But i am happy now... I just cant shake that nagging feeling that we are closer to the end than i can see?
Why cant i just be happy, everything should be perfect, but then why am i sitting here writing looking over at him snorring lightly in the bed.
The night was amazing and so deep and intense like nothing i have ever felt before.
The whispers in eachothers ears afterwards confying in our love.
At the moment he is mine and i am his... But can i trust his words? Is here something he is not telling me?
I love him... He loves me... only a question of how long...
