I have not been able to find Jerome, so i think ill go place a letter at his roome st the Keg. To tell him i want to see him... I need more of him than theses fleeting moments...
I miss him so when we are parted... Am i getting in over my head?
onsdag den 30. maj 2012
tirsdag den 29. maj 2012
Book I - page 12
I have not written in a while, nor has a lot happened.
I have been with Qill for a while, why did i not reach out and tell Jerry where i was and why i had left? Am i that heartless?
I really care for him, i didnt think he had stayed true to me as i had told him nothing, just left.
But i saw him at the party. It was something about strengthening the bonds between our the guilds; The Scorched Oath, Starlight and Redemption Corona, well didnt see many from Redemption and some of the Starlighters were just plain snobs.
It was so hard to restrain myself from not jumping Jerry right in the middle of it all, when i saw him i felt how deeply i had really missed him.
I did not dare go to him as i was unsure how he felt about me at the time, but he came over, told me he had missed me. My heart filled with joy right there and then... I need to be carefull, i feel so strongly but i know how easilly a heart breaks... I feel it constantly with Qill almost as if it was my own pain and loss yet i have never meet this man she lost her heart to.
The dark presence i have been feeling i get grows stronger at times then weaker yet still i have no idear what it can be.
I need Jerry and if Rain cant take that he has a new woman, if she tries anything... well lets just say i had nothing else to do on that bloody ship than practice...
I have been with Qill for a while, why did i not reach out and tell Jerry where i was and why i had left? Am i that heartless?
I really care for him, i didnt think he had stayed true to me as i had told him nothing, just left.
But i saw him at the party. It was something about strengthening the bonds between our the guilds; The Scorched Oath, Starlight and Redemption Corona, well didnt see many from Redemption and some of the Starlighters were just plain snobs.
It was so hard to restrain myself from not jumping Jerry right in the middle of it all, when i saw him i felt how deeply i had really missed him.
I did not dare go to him as i was unsure how he felt about me at the time, but he came over, told me he had missed me. My heart filled with joy right there and then... I need to be carefull, i feel so strongly but i know how easilly a heart breaks... I feel it constantly with Qill almost as if it was my own pain and loss yet i have never meet this man she lost her heart to.
The dark presence i have been feeling i get grows stronger at times then weaker yet still i have no idear what it can be.
I need Jerry and if Rain cant take that he has a new woman, if she tries anything... well lets just say i had nothing else to do on that bloody ship than practice...
torsdag den 3. maj 2012
Book I - page 11
It is good to be back i have really missed Jerry. He talked to Qill while i went home to freshen up. He seemed a little distant when he returned... At first...
But then it turned hot like it always does between us...
I have been so busy of late i need to find Jerry and appoligies...
And that presence i felt last night so strong and powerfull... So inticing...
It affected me deeply through my essence... I need to find out more...
But then it turned hot like it always does between us...
I have been so busy of late i need to find Jerry and appoligies...
And that presence i felt last night so strong and powerfull... So inticing...
It affected me deeply through my essence... I need to find out more...
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