I have not written in a while, nor has a lot happened.
I have been with Qill for a while, why did i not reach out and tell Jerry where i was and why i had left? Am i that heartless?
I really care for him, i didnt think he had stayed true to me as i had told him nothing, just left.
But i saw him at the party. It was something about strengthening the bonds between our the guilds; The Scorched Oath, Starlight and Redemption Corona, well didnt see many from Redemption and some of the Starlighters were just plain snobs.
It was so hard to restrain myself from not jumping Jerry right in the middle of it all, when i saw him i felt how deeply i had really missed him.
I did not dare go to him as i was unsure how he felt about me at the time, but he came over, told me he had missed me. My heart filled with joy right there and then... I need to be carefull, i feel so strongly but i know how easilly a heart breaks... I feel it constantly with Qill almost as if it was my own pain and loss yet i have never meet this man she lost her heart to.
The dark presence i have been feeling i get grows stronger at times then weaker yet still i have no idear what it can be.
I need Jerry and if Rain cant take that he has a new woman, if she tries anything... well lets just say i had nothing else to do on that bloody ship than practice...
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